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Laura Manoella Ruezga  

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  • Deviant since Jan 4, 2007, 12:51 AM
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I Don't Need..

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 21, 2008, 12:49 AM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: South Park episode
  • Playing: the computer keyboard
  • Eating: hungry
  • Drinking: water
people bringing me down anymore! I'm so sick of people telling that I'm a waste, that I'm cold, you're too shy or that guys don't like you because your too fat!..Yes they're words but they hurt...a lot...its hard for me to trust others because I've always been teased or made fun of by people..I do my best to stay optimistic or brush it off...

I'm doing my best to change right now...eating better...sleeping better...trying to get a job and license....I've wasted a lot of time and have to pay the consequences...I'm feeling so alone..I miss having a life...I miss working at Disneyland..I miss having a boyfriend...I wish I hadn't been so dumb and lazy..i would have still had everything I loved..Every time I call someone..I feel like i'm bothering them. I'm sorry if I text you, message you, comment you or call you so much..I really am sorry if I bother you...

I hate hearing my mom and aunts tell me "Oh did you hear..so and so is getting married..shes so pretty..blah blah blah...and look at you..you're single because you you're fat and you don't have anything great to offer a man.." and then it leads too.."you're a disappointment laura..." and they end it with "something positive" thats suppose to motivate me..

I really don't need people like that or people who leave me hanging..I'm done with all of that bull shit...I like to think that I'm a nice person...I'm doing my best to be optimistic! for all of you that make my days better..I love you! but for those of you who put me down FUCK YOU! I dont need you in my life at all!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: Downey, California
  • Interests: Art, Photography, Music
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles
  • Favourite genre of music: indie rock, folk, rock
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Wallpaper of choice: change it all the time...
  • Favourite game: Pac Man, Tetris, anything old!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Super Nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: i have a few
  • Personal Quote: my camera's stuck to my hand again...
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, camera phone, pencil, pen, color pencils, markers, paint, anything that makes a mark

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Devious Comments

~meynolt:iconmeynolt: Apr 21, 2008, 7:33:55 AM
Thanks for the fave. :)

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~Kurosama-76:iconKurosama-76: Apr 18, 2008, 5:37:21 AM
Thank you for the fav.

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*psyconorikan:iconpsyconorikan: Apr 15, 2008, 3:23:02 AM
Thank you so much for the fav! :heart: I really appreciate it! :glomp: :blowkiss:

-Psy-chan

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~343GuiltySpark:icon343GuiltySpark: Apr 14, 2008, 6:42:16 PM
Thanks for the watch!

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~Helixa:iconHelixa: Apr 5, 2008, 7:39:55 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:
Sorry for my late reaction!

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~mozzah:iconmozzah: Apr 3, 2008, 2:28:44 PM
thanks for the fav c:

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the above statement is infact bullshit
*shebann:iconshebann: Mar 22, 2008, 2:14:54 PM
Thank you so0o much for the watch hon!
:glomp::rose::glomp:

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~artychick2009:iconartychick2009: Mar 20, 2008, 7:32:41 PM
thanks for the fav! :heart:

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*Elora-Danen:iconElora-Danen: Mar 20, 2008, 4:24:55 PM
thanks for the fave :)

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~SumomoIkari:iconSumomoIkari: Mar 18, 2008, 3:15:37 PM
:-D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~kittypretzels15:iconkittypretzels15: Mar 18, 2008, 3:12:34 PM
*blush* thanks again!

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And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
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I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
~SumomoIkari:iconSumomoIkari: Mar 18, 2008, 12:29:09 PM Mood: Joy
you're welcome i love your stuff!
~kittypretzels15:iconkittypretzels15: Mar 18, 2008, 9:10:02 AM
thanks for the favs!

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And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
~inspiriit:iconinspiriit: Mar 16, 2008, 11:11:35 AM
Awhh, your welcome. ^^
~SumomoIkari:iconSumomoIkari: Mar 15, 2008, 11:35:57 PM Mood: Adoration
omg thank you so much! you made me really happy!
~inspiriit:iconinspiriit: Mar 14, 2008, 11:58:04 AM
You take really pretty pictures. ^^
I love your entire gallery~
You've just earned a "watch"
:3
=Amersill:iconAmersill: Mar 11, 2008, 4:41:43 AM
Hi! :wave:

Thanks for the :+fav: to my Scent of Woman! :hug:

I hope that you'll visit all my gallery, as soon as you can! :)

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I'm sorry, but I cannot reply and thank you all because of the filter which doesn't allow me to post too many messages in a row.
~SumomoIkari:iconSumomoIkari: Mar 4, 2008, 12:23:14 AM Mood: Caring
thank you so much! that makes me so happy!
~orchid18:iconorchid18: Feb 26, 2008, 10:28:23 PM
Thank you very much for your fave on my little macrame haired doll. I was looking at your pictures
before I noticed your journal and I think your very very pretty, no matter what others tell you. You have a cute face and peppy eyes full of life! I hope evrything goes better for you. :)
~missmar:iconmissmar: Feb 26, 2008, 4:11:32 AM
Thnx so much for the faaaav :3
:hug:

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~bexidaisy:iconbexidaisy: Feb 22, 2008, 11:44:54 AM
thanks! :)

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~SumomoIkari:iconSumomoIkari: Feb 21, 2008, 1:06:29 PM Mood: Joy
thank you so much for all the avatars!!!